Party People
Two coincidental run-ins at the party, neither of which I really did much with except to marvel. First, there was the ex-girlfriend of a friend of mine from high school. This friend of mine from high school works for an agency in Los Angeles and is also friends with a closer friend of mine from high school named Mike, who gave me the lowdown on this girl through a series of text messages that evening. What would we do without cellphones?
Secondly, there was an actor I’d done a show with two summers ago whose name is Jake. I kind of forget how he ended up at the party, but I think he’s friends with Damen or Carla or both. In any event, he’s an actor and there were lots of actors there, so go figure. He’d just concluded a show at some theatre in California with a bunch of douchy actorly grad students. There was a Juilliard kid who kept making droll references to “the Yard.” I thought this was hilarious.
There followed a desultory interlude with a woman whose name I remember but won’t divulge and this included a tour of the house and me growing increasingly wary. We eventually wandered down to the basement and were relieved by the impromptu jazz combo that had set up by candlelight in the old classroom. Inevitably, everyone made their way out back to the garden and started smoking, because there comes a time at every party where everyone becomes, momentarily, a smoker.
I made it to bed around 3:00, I think, waking a few hours later to the mechanical wheeze of a garbage truck that was taking its sweet fucking time with things. Earplugs in, I snuck in a few more hours of sleep and then stumbled, empty-stomached, down to Doma where I planted myself at the center table, my usual perch.
Not a bad weekend, but a bit lonely, to be sure. I’m not sure how singledom suits me and there’s only so much introspection one can take. The (re-)discovery of Ryan Adams has been a paradoxical tonic: depressive and inspiring all at once. His output at least inspires, but he shows a remarkable lack of style when it comes to titling songs. To wit: “Tennessee Sucks,” “Oh My God, Whatever, Etc,” “Note to Self: Don’t Die,” “The Drugs Not Working.” The names may not be melodious, but the tunes sing, thank God. I’ll be stuck in repeat all week.
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